Life is very tricky for both my girls at the moment. I’m doing everything I can to help them – but sometimes sadly that’s just not enough. Both girls are letting me know how hard life is for them by pushing any boundary to the max.
Kitten also says she has a cold feeling in her tummy that she can’t get rid of. She is still unable to tolerate comfort or even touch from me. Yet things are so desperate for her that this morning she buried her head against my arm and stayed there for nearly 5 minutes – whilst I stayed motionless, barely breathing in case I scared her off, and tried to memorise every tiny sensation of this girl of mine touching me.
So today we headed out to the woods to try and find some peace we could sneak into our hearts and carry round with us next week.
The girls found a fabulous den to eat their lunch – I was banished!
We all had a great time, and loved exploring this new place. I’m hoping that this happy time together will have replenshed their resilience somewhat and give them strength for the week ahead.
Please God – all I ask is that you watch over my little girls next week and give them some peace in their troubled hearts and minds.